The real discipline scene I shot with The Spanking Couple is scheduled to go up on their site tomorrow, Wednesday Septmeber 19th. As you may recall from my Vegas trip report, I shot this with them early on Friday afternoon. It was the official start of a weekend packed with events and I was pretty keyed up. Add to it that I was about to face Dr. and Veronica Daniels and present them with a real life issue requiring discipline, and my nerves went into overdrive.
My nerves weren't just because I was no doubt about to be spanked, but also because I had to tell them what punishable offense I was coming to see them about. I was worried they would think my infraction wasn't a big deal and not worth dealing with ... or perhaps that was just wishful thinking as in fact they considered it a very big deal.
I fidgeted as I stood with Veronica on one side of me, Dr. Daniels on the other, and two implements about to be introduced to my bottom lying right behind me. We discussed the issue that brought me to them, an issue that I've struggled with for years and that recently has been getting out of hand again, and then it was time to have the discussion taken to the next level as I was taken over Veronica's knee.
It wasn't long before the tears started to roll down my cheeks. The tears stemmed not simply from pain though I was certainly feeling the spankings from both Veronica and Dr. D, but because of the issue being addressed and that it was being dealt with in a firm but caring and constructive manner.
I did my best to keep up with answering the questions being asked of me throughout my spanking. I hope I did ok. It really is a challenge when being understandably distracted by the ever increasing sting in my bottom and trying to simultaneously sniffle in as ladylike a manner as possible.
When the spanking concluded, a plan was formulated on how to improve my behavior and I gave my word to put forth my best effort. I felt greatly relieved afterwards with my nervousness having passed, but my head was still spinning with all that had just happened and the daunting promise to change I'd just committed to.
If you'd like to find out what very real issue I struggle with and wish to see caring discipline resulting in plenty of tears, then be sure to head over to www.TheSpankingCouple.com and check out my session scheduled for the September 19th update.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
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11 comments:
Thanks for the update. Will definitely go check out the Spanking Couple's site. btw... you do know all your readers are guessing what the issue is? Smoking, drinking, time management... dog fighting (jk!).... what could it be?
:)
~Todd & Suzy
Wow. You must have a degree in marketing because just this description makes us want to go subscribe for the one scene. Hope you still have that sense of release. (HUGS)
You are so very brave to face this sort of emotional upheaval during a party weekend. I would have been done in for the rest of the party, had I experienced that... I would have wanted to crawl back into my hotel room bed and curl up into a ball, simply allowing myself to feel.
I don't even care what the issue is -- all that matters is that it was this important to you. Good for you, and good for Veronica and Dr. D too. -- Erica
Pixie-
We just love you to death and you did an awesome job of making a tough scene really work!
XOXO-
Veronica and Dr. D
There seems to be a lot of tears on several sites' updates in recent weeks--maybe it's a seasonal thing or just a tearful changing of the seasons and/or some especially serious discipline going on.
Looks like you are clad in some denim shorts on this update. Lovely :-)
Take care Pixie,
Dave
Todd & Suzy - No, no. I can assure you it's none of the above. Especially not dog fighting! LOL.
007 - The Spanking Couple has lots of great content on their site so be sure to sign up if you haven't already. And then of course you'll also be able to find out just what brought me to them for my discipline session.
Erica - Hey birthday (errr ... birthweek) girl! My head was swimming a bit but I felt good at the same time. It really was a very positive experience.
Veronica & Dr. D - Thanks so much for everything! I love you guys too. :) I hope we'll have the opportunity to meet up again in the not too distant future.
Dave - Maybe tears are in the air, but for me, nothing gets me crying faster than real discipline.
Yep, I am wearing jeans shorts in that scene. Coincidentally, I'm wearing them right now as I type this. :)
Thanks for the teaser, Pixie. I don't think it is up yet on The Spanking Couple's site.
Tsk, tsk, such tardiness. Shameful!... but I am sure that it will be worth waiting for after all.
Brad D.
Thank you again Pixie: couldn't see it at first glance on Spanking Couple site - but will look again. A very interesting post: the first picture (you in the middle with them on either side) is hugely atmospheric. To be between two potential punishers must be awesome. Even to have two people tell one off was always embarassing - and from childhood/schooldays experience was always that punishment was administgered in private. The look on your face in that picture - where the impression given is that you are caught and there is no escape - says it all. Thank you for a spendid post.
I saw it this morning, and frankly, I was moved by how the matter was handled. Your candor is impressive and the way they handled it also made me feel good. Its positive when you can take a problem that is self-destructive and deal with it and your own head by going over the lap of a caring person. There is also strength in revealing a confidence in a caring community. None of us are perfect.
I applaud you for sharing it and the Spanking Couple for the way they handled it.
Of course, with both you and the SC, I would expect nothing less.
Brad D.
Winchester - Standing between them was intense. I didn't know which way to look sometimes (hint: staring at the ground and not making eye contact is not the right way to go)! From start to finish it was an amazing experience.
Brad - Thank you very much. It was daunting to present an issue that is so personal and such a longtime struggle, but I knew I could put my total trust in Veronica and Dr. D.
What a great video this was! You can read my review on HappyTails if you wish.
A nice little warm-up for our Pixie Darling!
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